WEDNESDAY 3rd DECEMBER 2003
Greece
The traffic to Heathrow was crazy and although I arrived with my mate Rips 20 minutes b4 the plane leaves they won't let us board. So we have to get the next flight at 12. I'm real tired !
Finally arrive only to find that none of my bags showed up (fuck !) just my boxes (that makes me feel better). The promoters are so sweet - they get me a make up artist and stylist as I have a model shoot at the club before I play. The designer lets me keep the clothes on - well I can't play naked. Had the best time at Bootyland club - can't wait 2 come back guys. X and a big kiss 2 ya all. Leave club and da paparazzi take pics of me a bit drunk showing the tattoo on my butt !!

THURSDAY 4th DECEMBER 2003
Stoke-On-Trent
James drove all the fucking way - I'd had no sleep. Get there late and the promoters stop the night !! Oh well, can't always have a good day!

FRIDAY 5th DECEMBER 2003
Winchester Uni
Arrived with a few of my mates. Its a uni ball. Saw my friend Paris (from Fame Academy) who was just leaving. Had a good set and a load of champagne. Had fun. x

SUNDAY 7th DECEMBER 2003
Aberdeen
James drove me to Gatwick. Can I just say I don't remember much as you guys got me drunk !!! That red stuff !!! Played set and hung out at the after party. Thanks to everyone who bought my CD. Shout to MC Bibow. Got back to the Hilton and apparently took all the Christmas trees into my room. Oh well. Thanks 4 looking after me ok !!!

FRIDAY 12th DECEMBER 2003
Rude @ Brighton
Showed up with ten of my mates after being completely soaked by the rain and a few odd waves. Played after the Starlight Crew and Sexy Arms. Had fun as usual. Then went to the Hilton 4 a drink, sold some CDs and went home. Happy birthday Hugh.

SATURDAY 13th DECEMBER 2003
Venom @ Newbury
Hey ya know I love coming here! Always have the best time. Thanks to everybody that bought my CD. Shout to everyone that always represents and da door guys who said that they saw my boobs in da paper !! Ok guys see ya at the Lick Party in January. xxx

THURSDAY 18th DECEMBER 2003
Greece
Fly to Greece. Beria stays over and we wake up at 6am. Rush to Gatwick only to find our flight is delayed - fuck !! Hours later and bags full of duty free we board, only after trying to get on another flight - its now 4pm. When we arrive our driver takes us 2 the hotel and to dinner which was great. The Christmas decorations are up outside with gigantic camels. We get some pics with the homeless dogs - ahhh - want to take them home. Get 2 the club - its packed. See some pictures in Ciao magazine (their Heat magazine), of me last week tipsy coming out of the club and on a motor bike (well, trying 2 steal it !!) - ha ha !! Had a great set, did an interview for TV and went to the hotel. Beria stayed in my room coz it was freezing !

FRIDAY 19th DECEMBER 2003
Greece
Up early to find out our return tickets are 2 Heathrow not Gatwick : fuck, the car's at Gatwick - I'm well pissed off. Stop off in Milano, get to try out my Italiano : B was impressed. Buy loads more duty-free and eat 2 boxes of chocolate. Arrive at Heathrow and have to take a coach to Gatwick - nightmare !! The boxes are so heavy !! Well finally hours later I'm in my car and home sweet home to my dog. x

MONDAY 22nd DECEMBER 2003
Did some extra Christmas shopping then went to church.

TUESDAY 23rd DECEMBER 2003
Arrived in Bournemouth and my oldest cousin Cleo (16) wants to go clubbing. We hot the twon, drink way too much champagne then head home. At 3am her stupid ex-boyfriend knocks on the door - I'm like PISS OFF !! and go back to bed. Cleo if you come to live with me this can't happen !!!

THURSDAY 25th DECEMBER 2003
Happy Christmas 2 all my bitches and homies !! x
Went to my uncle Adrian and auntie Alex's house in Bournemouth for Christmas Day. Shared a bedroom with my crazy teenage cousin Cleo and Josie. Zena and Alex jnr were in the other room. Auntie woke me up real early (I'm not a morning person) but it was great to have a real family Christmas, We all opened our presents and grandmother Evelyn who's also staying loved her presents. The food was great - thanks and I love ya all ! Sorry you didn't spend it with us mum Maybe you'll want to next year, but thanks for my cross.

MONDAY 29th DECEMBER 2003
Fly to Singapore
Arrive at London Heathrow with Beria and they won't let us on the plane as my boxes and our luggage (loads of clothes) are £2000 over weight !! I try to call my manager but she's on a place to Rio ! Its like 6am and I'm freaking out ! This has never happened before - thank God Beria is here to calm me down. Finally we decided to leave our clothes there (damn) - well I can't miss my New Year's Eve job and I really want to go. So with 2 bikinis, 2 dresses, 1 sarong, we sneak our beauty stuff in our hand luggage and we're off. Oh well, I'll just buy new clothes there or hopefully I won't need any if its hot ! Get on the plane and feel much better.

TUESDAY 30th DECEMBER 2003
Arrive in Singapore
Oh my god the hotel is amazing !! In fact you need a special card to get my floor. Beria is just next door too. I love this hotel (Hotel Raffles) and recommend it. The service is great too. Anyway off to bed I'm real tired. Night. x

WEDNESDAY 31st DECEMBER 2003
New Years Eve Party, Raffles, Singapore
Up early to sunbathe by the pool after a big breakfast of pancakes ! Its so hot ! I chill out by the pool with B, do a sound check, then go shopping for a camcorder. Then back I go to the pool, I love it here ! Also the food is amazing. After dinner we get ready - not much choice since we left our clothes in Heathrow. Oh well ya got to laugh ! I am just so happy to be here. I am booked to do the countdown and the place looks great. I meet the other DJs and then I'm on for my set. At 12 as I do the countdown the place goes mad and I come on with G-unit !
After my set Beria and I walk around and sell CDs. Someone robs Beria in the toilet while I'm in the DJ box and she's real upset. Later that night we meet these interesting people called Karma Sutra (couple). They say that if someone robs you on New Years Eve it takes away all of your bad karma for the year and as it was my money I guess we should both be bad karma free ! I do a second set, not planned, but they want more Hip Hop. And as we leave for the after party we find money on the floor - the exact amount that was taken. We ask around, and everyone kept saying to Beria "It's yours". How strange hey ? Good karma. HAPPY NEW YEAR !!